honest to god this website is a joke and i'm sure no one will read this but?? i'm posting here anyway because i somehow feel the need to shout into the void, so to speak.
everyone else can transition. i can't.
in a figurative sense, of course, but that's how it feels anyway.
i heard you say how you would accept a transgender friend a couple months ago, when, last year when i told you i was questioning my gender you totally ignored me. you're a fucking joke. you and your 'philosophical' shower thoughts. you and your dead eyed youtube idols. i would've been able to cope with all of that shit if you were at least a good friend to me.
but it isn't just you or them. it's me. i'm rotting on the inside. i'm going insane. i'm a boy i'm a boy i'm a boy i'm a boy i'm a boy but i'll never be a real boy because i'm missing all the parts. i'm no pinnocchio. i'm a liar and a two face and i'm living a double life and it's all going too fast for me.
noah is who i am, but noah is also someone i will never be able to be.
Listening to: your mum
Reading: your sister
Watching: your cousin
Playing: your dad
Eating: your brother